Bianca McCowat Poetry

Masking up your problems
Covering with lies
Smiling whilst you’re dying inside
Sinking in your thoughts
With no off switch
Hating everyone for nothing at all
The epitomy of your mind
The love you feel for no one wasted with your wicked smile

Laughing, crying, lying, dying
It’s all familiar to you
You’ve got a man inside your head
Controlling your thoughts
He has no heart
Neither do you

You can’t turn to anyone
But you need to talk
Trust is something you can’t buy
When you’re asked to smile
You’re forced against your will
Your hopes and dreams are ruined by your lack of self esteem

When you’re hurt don’t walk away
It will keep coming back
Haunting you
Blocking your reality
Dreaming your life away
Believing that everyone hates you
Is not the way to go
Confused and lonely is all you are
The end isn’t far

Poet: Bianca McCowat